Him:“ Look at me“
(my head was pointed at our picture , and not at his face at all )
Him:“ I said look at me woman ! “
Me:“ I made up my mind . I’m leaving tonight and … that is that “
Him:” After all we’ve been in … You just screw it up don’t ya ? “
Me:“ I made up my mind . I’m leaving tonight and … that is that “
Him:” After all we’ve been in … You just screw it up don’t ya ? “
My back was already ready to be seen as leaving the wooden door . Why should I turn around and explain? Explain what , actually …?It’s kind of over for a while so words will not obey my begging to come out smoothly .. Crush and crawl . This is what I’m fighting with . Just for a blink I stop and sense his smell . Enchanting. I wish I could stop my tears , but eyes won’t listen and heart won’t beat , so I just follow .
Me:“Forgive me !”
Him:”Get out …love “
Him:”Get out …love “
Steps are getting larger and larger as his trembling voice keep being stuck up in my less-gray-material-brain. And no . It is not raining outside . And he’s not running after me . This is not a typical love cheap story … I lost him .
Text message : “I hope you’re alright .. “
Text message :”Hey .. I left you a text . Please get back to me soon.. with a text also…”
Text message from him : “ _____________”(blank)
Text message :”Hey .. I left you a text . Please get back to me soon.. with a text also…”
Text message from him : “ _____________”(blank)
And if only nights were easy to pass… But silence is screaming among my painful soul-ache . Come back to me , love … Come back to me … Falling asleep , as halo as it could seem , is actually crime-committing. I have dreams about him with another one . I wake up in middle lake-sweat , covered up in blankets and barley breathing . Come back …
5 nights later …
Me: “Hello ?”
Him:”Yes….”
Me:”Forgive but not forget remember? Please tell me you haven’t forget me yet …. I miss you like wind misses waves of summer sea … I need to see you again”
Him:” I have some things to do and …”
(phone tone)
Him:”Yes….”
Me:”Forgive but not forget remember? Please tell me you haven’t forget me yet …. I miss you like wind misses waves of summer sea … I need to see you again”
Him:” I have some things to do and …”
(phone tone)
Next thing I know … Me sitting at his door and knocking like hole world depended on me … And then me screaming I love you … and his arms wrapped up all over me . Lips were never as happy … and blood never so fast … I found him .
Never let the one you love – go . Heart can never be healed and soul can never be set free again … Tears will burn your checks down … Never let HIM/HER go … You’ll end up in a non-orthodox solitude of sorrow.